“Remember not the former things, nor consider
the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth,
do you not perceive it?”19A
most remarkable thing occurred: first, the suffering of my people became
my suffering, and my own personal suffering joined theirs. Suddenly, awesomely,
I was painfully aware of the callousness of men and their apathy as Christian
and other nations stood passively by while we were annihilated under their
very eyes. The enormity of this realization prompted fierce indignation
to rise up in me.
A new Jew emerged. This “new” Jew no longer apologizes
for his identity nor is silent about it but rather happily asserts it.
I was no longer just a Jew thankful for being “tolerated” in the goyim’s
land. Nor was I merely a survivor, but a Jew who was grateful for my birthright,
a gift from G-d that needed no apology.
A reawakened, distinct Jewish identity --- old,
yet new --- leaped across the space of 2,000 years and connected my identity
with that of our people before the great dispersion, before the consciousness
of national sovereignty was obliterated --- the sovereign Jew. Like two
severed wire-ends the old and the new identity were reconnected, creating
an uninterrupted memory of Jewish sovereignty within my consciousness,
in a instantaneous fulfillment of Isaiah 54:4:
“... for you will forget the shame of
your youth, and the reproach of your widowhood you will remember no
more.”
In the twinkling of an eye
I ceased to be a “galut” Jew. My neck was loosed from the bonds of captivity
with which the Gentiles had bound us and bent us. I stood cleansed from
all their mire, the lies and accusations20.
I, a sovereign Jew, stood ready to claim the heritage of my birthright.
Not only was this my right, but I owed it to G-d and to my people, to my
family and myself to walk in fulfillment of our national, and personal
destinies.
Neither Spain, nor Holland, nor Germany, nor any
nation among whom my family had lived could claim my loyalty. No longer
was I a German first, or an American first, and only secondly, by sheer
misfortune, also a Jew. When Zion laid in ruins we owed loyalty and faithful
service to the people among whom we lived in exile. Now that Israel stands
anew our loyalty is toward the restoration and defense of her land and
people, the Ingathering and the fulfillment of our destiny.
This is the work of G-d - Whose Spirit imparted
this sovereign identity in our consciousness - Who alone could span 2,000
years of exile as if they had never been21.
He has not performed this miracle in the consciousness of most Gentiles.
He has not skipped the Jewish exile in their memory.
The promise of Israel’s restoration is unconditional.
The promise of the Gentiles’ inclusion in the commonwealth of Israel is
not. Since the rebirth of the Jewish nation it is largely dependent upon
their attitude toward and their treatment of Israel.
For
it is utterly impossible to love the King but hate His people; and to give
His own Land and City for a possession to those who hate both Him and His
people.